Incomplete

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...

All I wanted was to be happy,
Surrounded by friends, family,
A place to call my own,
A world without doubt,
Without your expectations.

And now!

Day
After day
My life is fleeting, I am falling away
My heart barely beating, left in decay
And it is evident to me, how I got this way!
/

And now!
Who are you?! /Your dying mother
Please! / Beg for me
Save me!/ Behold deaf ears..
Mommy!?/ You'll spend your years..
INCOMPLETE!

and now...
/

You watched, you prayed.
You let everything be taken away
And you still blame me
For this torture I had been claimed.
Turn your fucking back on me again.
Just watch, and do nothing, again.
Don't watch.. just help me, save me.
/.

And Now!
Who are you?! /Your dying mother
Please! / Beg for me
Save me!/ Behold deaf ears..
Mommy!?/ You'll spend your years..
Who are you?!/ Your abusive father
Please! / You deserve this..
Save me!/ You are WorthLESS..
Daddy?!/ You'll spend your years..

..fucking In-com-plete

Why..
Why?,
Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?
Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?
Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?

Stay away.. go away! How could you do this! You fucking murderer! You fucking piece of shit! You're hurting me! Just go..away..Just stay the fuck away from me! Don't just watch him! No! Why won't you make it stop?! No, please! GO AWAY! STAY AWAY! PLEASE!..WHY?!
SAVE ME!../
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And Now!
Who are you?! /Your dying mother
Please! / Beg for me
Save me!/ Behold deaf ears..
Mommy!?/ You'll spend your years..

Who are you?!/ Your dying father
Please! / You deserve this..
Save me!/ You are WorthLESS..
Daddy?!/ You'll spend your years..

..fucking incomplete.
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This is a peice for what I believe to be my most powerful collection of work to date.
the Episodes of Erratic Behavior