Angel

Darkness consumes me
Sinking deep into the abyss
Harder to breathe,
Harder to see

Then I hear it
The voice of an angel
Sparkling above
Stars in her eyes

With just a word
Sunlight drips down
Echoing within my heart
I reach out

I approach
Reaching out for my angel
But the closer I get
The farther way I am

Warmth fills my eyes
Tears crawling across my face
No words escape my throat
Bubbled behind doubt

And just like that
My angel leaves me
And yet I cannot help
But smile

Untouchable, unattainable
A mercy delivered to me
That belongs to another
A bitter joy, a true angel
♠ ♠ ♠
crafted from feelings both new and old. losing out on one you love can be tough, but if you can learn to treasure even the most basic of interactions, then no matter how little progress you've made, it'll be worth a lifetime