Thoughts 5/8/15

Why can't you feel the way I feel for you
How come I'm never on your mind
Why can't you want me more than I want you
Can't I be the guy of your dreams
These feelings are unfair I hate it
What's the point of living if I'm not happy
What's the point of waking up without you
Where do I fit in with your life
I don't have the balls to end my life
If I did I'd be long gone by now
My life sucks judging by my words
Someday I'll mean something to you
Whether I'm alive or dead
But for now I imagine my life with you
And in my head were happy
Someone please take this sadness away
You mean the world to me
You don't fucking care about me
And I hate you for that this love
I have for you kills me inside
Why you're with him I'll never understand