Back in October 12/8/16

Everytime I thought it'd different
Looks like I'm back where I began
All alone now I'm still breathing
It's getting cold now my hearts beating
Tricked over and over again
I went out of my way to please you

I picked you up out of the darkness
I'm lost now in your abyss
You ran back to him
You left me here to drown In your sin
Raising out of your wounds like a scab on your skin
Thinking of all the ways I could never leave you

How long can I be gone before you notice
I'm a little broken and sick inside you'll never know this
I pity myself with this love in my heart
I wish I wasn't sitting here falling apart
If I knew better I wouldn't have stayed from the start

Born into this world alone
Only to suffer and die
So incomplete I could cry
But why waste my tears
After all these years
It's clear i meant nothing to you