Find a Way 8/11/17

Haven't dated anyone in years
Only to end in heartache and tears
I fight the urge is moving forward
Living in the past like a coward
I sincerely want you for reasons unknown

But I'll find a way to live without you
I've felt the pain you once went through
It's not in me to force you to want me
But I'll try so very hard to make you see
If you drop your guard how happy you'd be

I can't get you outta my head
I see you in my dreams and laying in my bed
This is so hard to explain
But it's causing an imbalance in my brain
Why am I over thinking again

But I'll find a way to live without you
I've felt the pain you once went through
You still give me dragonflies
Everytime I stare into your eyes
Kissing you makes me crave between your thighs

I know you're a tease and I crave you more
A broken feeling hits me as you close the door
On my birthdays mom never worked her shift
She introduced you to me and it felt like a gift
Its funny how all mothers know best

Deep down I wish there was a simple way
All the negatives you said that day
Made me wonder if there's any positives
There's passion in me for you that lives
I want to find a way to live with you
Living without you feels so wrong