No Longer a Boy but a Man 6/8/18

I Can't Sleep Anymore
It's Your Face I Miss and Adore
My Heart In Two From What I Put You Though
I Was Wrong I Thought You Needed Me But It Was I Who Needed You
You Broke Me, Broke Me Down Shattered My World Leaving Me To Pick Up The Pieces

I Seek Maturity I Will Find Myself In Serenity
Deep Down I Feel You Need Me Too
There's A Part Of Me That Cries Also A Part That Dies
I Shall Turn Weakness To Strength
And Love To Hate, Hate For Myself

I Was Wrong And You Saved Me
Thank You For Opening My Eyes
I Wouldn't Have Changed My Actions
Without Your Help and Light
That I Saw As Hate and Darkness
I Just Hope Our Paths Cross On Better Terms

I Have The Scars To Better Myself To Remember The Pain I've Caused You
They May Fade From The Blade
You May Never Forgive Me But I Took You For Granted And That You'll Never Forget

I Use To Be My Own Worst Enemy
A Self Defeatist An Immature Prick On
Auto Pilot Never Caring Who I Hurt In The Process A Selfish Human But I Will Fight My Demons To Change Who I Was And Be Who You Always Believed I Could Be
No Longer A Boy But A Man

I May Never Get Your Respect Or Love
But I Only Ask For Your Forgiveness To Move Forward And Allow Me To Be Free Of This Pain I Hold So Dear To My Heart
You'll Always Be The One That Got Away