Wh-question

Why did you decide to take the most stupid decision
when it came to us
How could you be so irresponsible to our feelings
when you know that I'm not good in having the best opinions
What you did,
when you let us die so easily over your stupid pride, it broke my heart
How I know this? Because you posted, you said, you commented it over and over in my head
When you thought I had no feelings, well, now there's only cold in my soul
Who do u think you are to play me this way? You're everything, now...
What you are to me? Nothing... and yet everything I wasted time and feelings
Why, I still wonder, why you did this...
Why I did it? I also don't know, or maybe I do. Maybe I wanted to leave you, and wanted you away from me and away with this toxic hellish vibe you brought. This bearded-bar guy that took my heart and soul away from me. Logic.
Where I'm going from here... away. I'm going away, and I'm taking my heart and soul with me.