No Matter How Much

you made me fall for you
while you were in love with her
and even when i knew
i still tried to keep you

you were never meant to be mine
and i was only wasting my time
because she is where your heart lies
and i’ll never mean that much to you

even though i did so much for you
i was a fool for you
i gave my all to you and
i gave my heart to you

everything was one sided
but of course i was so blinded
by you and all of your kindness
that i couldn’t see past the facade

i couldn’t see that you’d never need me
no matter how much you told me so
no matter how much i wanted to be yours
no matter how much i begged you to stay.