Upset

I found out from a young age what men are
All men are like this I've met so far
Obsessed
Obsessed with women, sex, and porn.
Even the ones who love you will be torn
By that decision
We know the answer
When choosing your women or carnal desire cancer

I found out early when I was betrayed by man
When I found out I almost turned tran
I wanted nothing to do with monsters
But I forgot and forgave and that was a mistake
I didn't know the risk I did take

I found out later heart broken and bled
By the man I had loved, cherished and fed.
He too by my dismay
Was in love not with me but the photos instead

Her hair is blonde
Her voice is sweet
Her laugh is sugar
And I've heard her heart beat.
I sometimes wonder
If I should have chose her.