On Paranoia
You’re paranoid dude
Yeah mark always makes me feel better
I like the guy
Like that time I had busted my cheek
He put some gauze and bandaids on it
Then put a movie on the television
About the horrors of human trafficking
Traffic it was called
Yeah I felt a lot better about my busted cheek after that
I dont know if he did that on purpose
But it took all my attention off the situation at hand and then made me look back at it from a very different angle
Well paranoia is the word at hand
It’s not just inside your head
It spreads to whoever is receptive
You know maybe I am paranoid and everyone I talked to was victim of that thus reinforcing my own paranoia as well as theirs
People buy that shit
But don’t flatter yourself
You’re not the only source
It can come and radiate out from anyone
Different people in different shoes
All lost in the ghost of crossfire
Not knowing what to believe
Perhaps the person I called up about this was more paranoid than I was
This is an innately social issue that is wrongly projected onto individuals
Santa Barbara underwent a mass insanity in the mid 1870s
Needs- instinctual values
Witnessing childbirth by age three
North to south
Crossfaded in the crossfire
Page 121: Two types of hallucination caused by hypnosis
Seeing things that aren’t there
And
Not seeing things that are there
Oh sorry I was just riding wavelength: Chris Brown
We may radiate this paranoia
But what is the source
It doesn’t seem to come from us
Unless it comes from a small few of us
Who then project it onto the masses
Movie on the television?
I seem to have accumulated a strange oral history
As strange as any of these other strangers’
I went to load up the new dryer with morph this evening
What time were you born? He asked
Uhhhhh.....
Well obviously I don’t know
But I’m thinking four maybe?
Early in the morning..
Yeah I thought so
He said
Haha- I laughed
So.. why’s that? I asked
A Romanian astrologist from the first century was it?
Suggested that anyone with mars as their first house will not go through life without accumulating a scar on their face
It never ceases to amaze me
Whatever planets you look upon
Just don’t look up Anapamu
Maybe it is quite accurately projected onto individuals
Paranoia creeping in
I’d better stop
They’re gonna net me round the next corner if I keep going
Going wrong now
Just wrong
Have I gone wrong?
Well isn’t wrong in the eyes of the beholder?
And I don’t mean mine eyes
I mean yours
Why should they be right, after all?
Listen to mud creek flowing like god
Sorry... were all sorry
I was born at 6:26 pm
Scarred face and all
Yeah mark always makes me feel better
I like the guy
Like that time I had busted my cheek
He put some gauze and bandaids on it
Then put a movie on the television
About the horrors of human trafficking
Traffic it was called
Yeah I felt a lot better about my busted cheek after that
I dont know if he did that on purpose
But it took all my attention off the situation at hand and then made me look back at it from a very different angle
Well paranoia is the word at hand
It’s not just inside your head
It spreads to whoever is receptive
You know maybe I am paranoid and everyone I talked to was victim of that thus reinforcing my own paranoia as well as theirs
People buy that shit
But don’t flatter yourself
You’re not the only source
It can come and radiate out from anyone
Different people in different shoes
All lost in the ghost of crossfire
Not knowing what to believe
Perhaps the person I called up about this was more paranoid than I was
This is an innately social issue that is wrongly projected onto individuals
Santa Barbara underwent a mass insanity in the mid 1870s
Needs- instinctual values
Witnessing childbirth by age three
North to south
Crossfaded in the crossfire
Page 121: Two types of hallucination caused by hypnosis
Seeing things that aren’t there
And
Not seeing things that are there
Oh sorry I was just riding wavelength: Chris Brown
We may radiate this paranoia
But what is the source
It doesn’t seem to come from us
Unless it comes from a small few of us
Who then project it onto the masses
Movie on the television?
I seem to have accumulated a strange oral history
As strange as any of these other strangers’
I went to load up the new dryer with morph this evening
What time were you born? He asked
Uhhhhh.....
Well obviously I don’t know
But I’m thinking four maybe?
Early in the morning..
Yeah I thought so
He said
Haha- I laughed
So.. why’s that? I asked
A Romanian astrologist from the first century was it?
Suggested that anyone with mars as their first house will not go through life without accumulating a scar on their face
It never ceases to amaze me
Whatever planets you look upon
Just don’t look up Anapamu
Maybe it is quite accurately projected onto individuals
Paranoia creeping in
I’d better stop
They’re gonna net me round the next corner if I keep going
Going wrong now
Just wrong
Have I gone wrong?
Well isn’t wrong in the eyes of the beholder?
And I don’t mean mine eyes
I mean yours
Why should they be right, after all?
Listen to mud creek flowing like god
Sorry... were all sorry
I was born at 6:26 pm
Scarred face and all