Holes

I feel within me something new and something strange,
holes within me everyday,
I feel them inside me wiggling when something I tried to forget,is really there instead.
Sometimes it lashes sometimes it tickles, sometimes it leaves me torn to bits.
I feel it there and it won't go away, it never can and I feel it never will.
Your face always reminds me your words remind me still, how much we feel is like looking at my own reflection.
a soul that aches is a soul that can heal, oh dear heart of mine you know not how to feel.
perhaps you think too much on how, and to little on just doing.
If you feel the way you do for one you so feel then show, show it, show it! before you regret missing a chance that you knew was given.