Faulty Wiring

I feel like dying today.
and it isn't just some figment of my imagination.
it's an urge, desire, a pull so strong...

something is wrong.

I think a cable came loose somewhere?
if I could just find it...
or even find the will to care.

I don't want to forget.
and yet I'm losing sight of everything,
of everything I want or have dreamt of being.

maybe my power supply is faulty
or maybe someone hit the alt f4 key
but still...
but still I soldier on, even when the rest of me is gone.

I can almost see it.
maybe I'm still under warranty,
Or maybe I'm not empty yet, so please...
I can see.

splintering fragments of a destination
hands reaching out in desperation
just please
don't
forget
me