Trapped (Part 1)

Again, I feel stuck in my own head
I feel like I'm going in circles and there's no ending it.
It's a constant thing I'm trying to figure out
Most of the time I know it's me blaming myself
because I know I'm drowning in my own head.
Sometimes I don't mind it though.
Is that odd?
I don't know.
Ever since I got in this place I feel even more trapped
like I'm never supposed to have peace in my life.
I'm scared, numb, I don't know how to feel anymore, until I met him.