maybe on my mind 7/10/19
I have an anxious feeling
but all my feelings are starting to blur
I have a tired sensation
is that depression at my door
I cant understand what the difference is
between exhaustion and losing the will to live
maybe I need a nap
maybe I need rest
maybe I need a beer
maybe I need some meds
maybe I need a wish
maybe I need some sex
maybe I need fresh air
Maybe I need to clear my head
maybe the answer is near
maybe I've been through this
Maybe I need faith
Maybe I need to be realistic
Maybe the answer is right here inside me
Maybe I missed it
maybe I need to be alone
maybe i'm trying too hard to hold on
maybe I should let go
maybe I need something new
maybe i'm sick of the old
Maybe I need something exciting
Maybe my cards are coming
Maybe I should just fold
Maybe I'm confusing
Maybe I just don't know
Maybe I'm already done losing
Maybe its time to go
Maybe I should tell somebody what I'm feeling
Maybe they wont believe me
Maybe they already know
Maybe its too late for thinking
Maybe i'll be better tomorrow
but all my feelings are starting to blur
I have a tired sensation
is that depression at my door
I cant understand what the difference is
between exhaustion and losing the will to live
maybe I need a nap
maybe I need rest
maybe I need a beer
maybe I need some meds
maybe I need a wish
maybe I need some sex
maybe I need fresh air
Maybe I need to clear my head
maybe the answer is near
maybe I've been through this
Maybe I need faith
Maybe I need to be realistic
Maybe the answer is right here inside me
Maybe I missed it
maybe I need to be alone
maybe i'm trying too hard to hold on
maybe I should let go
maybe I need something new
maybe i'm sick of the old
Maybe I need something exciting
Maybe my cards are coming
Maybe I should just fold
Maybe I'm confusing
Maybe I just don't know
Maybe I'm already done losing
Maybe its time to go
Maybe I should tell somebody what I'm feeling
Maybe they wont believe me
Maybe they already know
Maybe its too late for thinking
Maybe i'll be better tomorrow