maybe on my mind 7/10/19

I have an anxious feeling
but all my feelings are starting to blur
I have a tired sensation
is that depression at my door
I cant understand what the difference is
between exhaustion and losing the will to live
maybe I need a nap
maybe I need rest
maybe I need a beer
maybe I need some meds
maybe I need a wish
maybe I need some sex
maybe I need fresh air
Maybe I need to clear my head
maybe the answer is near
maybe I've been through this
Maybe I need faith
Maybe I need to be realistic
Maybe the answer is right here inside me
Maybe I missed it

maybe I need to be alone
maybe i'm trying too hard to hold on
maybe I should let go
maybe I need something new
maybe i'm sick of the old
Maybe I need something exciting
Maybe my cards are coming
Maybe I should just fold
Maybe I'm confusing
Maybe I just don't know
Maybe I'm already done losing
Maybe its time to go
Maybe I should tell somebody what I'm feeling
Maybe they wont believe me
Maybe they already know
Maybe its too late for thinking
Maybe i'll be better tomorrow