Fooled (Again)

Once again I was fooled
stupidly fooled by another guy
But I can’t blame you
Or can I ?

Is it your fault ?
It can’t be mine
Why do I continuously make the wrong choice
Am I truly blind ?

When it comes to love its like I can’t see
The manipulation, the lies, the blatant deceit
Am I meant to be alone or just lonely?
Lonely but never truly alone
Its just the price I’m paying for being
Stupidly in love

In love with a guy that I didn’t even know
How can I be so slow?
Slow in the mind
But fast in the heart
Maybe I’m meant to be all alone
God has taken everything from me that I hold so dear and close.

Is it possible that he’s trying to save me?
Save me from myself
save me from this reckless hell
Am I doing this to myself ?
Is it possible that I’m hurting me
Trying too save everyone else
But who’s trying to save me ?

The answer is no one
I have no one but myself
When am I going to stop and learn to love me
So much love inside of me that’s just been misplaced
Over and over again I seem to play the character of the fool
While everyone just sits there and laughs and boos

I just don’t get it.
Why Id rather give out all my love like its some kind of trophy
Meanwhile, I take home second place.
when am I ever going to stand up for me
Im constantly surrounded by love and admiration
Everyone around me just seems so happy

Believe me, I want that too.
I truly do .
But it seems like I’m doomed to being nothing more than boo boo the fool.