Rodenticide

She had lapses
Of judgement in
"brief enough" flickers

She thought about
Rodenticide, blood thinners,
And calculated doses

She mused that it would
Be clean but the process
Would be rather slow

More factoring her weight
And the dosage

Still, she remembered that
Alternating betwixt waiting for Death
And wishing to summon her sooner

Poisoning isn't quick
The idea would have her doing both
As she would be laying there

Bleeding from the inside
Contemplating precisely
What led up to those moments

No, she had only the idea
But never acted on it, still,
She had those lapses

Of judgement
In "brief enough" flickers
Where she contemplated

The calculated dosage
Of rodenticide.