Paths never traveled

Nothing left unsaid
Everything left undone
Bonded to a bed
Mistaken for a mock sun
Half risen bread
Alive and dead
Unreachable and/or unteachable
But could it be in my head?

A lousy mind
Millions of a kind
Hoping to find
Waiting to lose
Ambiguous bruise
Ambivalent muse
Paths untraveled
Brain unraveled