karma

i feel so fucking alone
never thought, in a million years
i'd get a poem
a poem like this
from you

hypocrite - yes
here i sit
yet still in shock
heart gone dark
cold as a rock

i'm hurting deep
down in my bones
can't believe i've done this all
to myself - mine to reap
i know it's mine to own

a kind of karma
i can see
but i can't seem to take it
gracefully
just keep causing more harm

wedge in our connection
where's the way through?
i don't know how to find it
i feel lost
i don't want to keep hurting you