Note to Self

Look at me and tell me what you see. Can you tell of broken hearts and misery? do you see that love can set me free? you may ask and only i will tell, if only my eyes don't water and swell. look me in the eyes do you see the truth or deciteful lies. Do I dare slip back into those moments where my wounds are reopened? I will not lie and no I simply will not lay down and die. There is more to me than meets the eye yet in one swift moment my life could pass me by. If you love me, I will give you everything and more but don't you dare call me a whore! Yes, I'll even admitt that I am trouble but if you love me the love comes back in double. Can you hold me for a moment and it becomes forever? Night and day and in the back of my mind it will always stay. And don't worry I won't play with your heart because I've loved you from the start. Respect me and I will respect you do unto other as as they do unto you. Keep me locked in your heart and I'll do the same so we won't fall apart.Take my hand and I will walk with you and in times of need I will carry you. Good and bad times will come and yet if you ask me who I love, you're the one. And yet I may cry and you may want to know why. This time around you may have found that what was lost is now found, and you cry cause you're afraid you'll lose it but somehow you'll get through it. Repair the damage that's been done because you've almost won. take a deep breath in and let it all sink in. You've come this far and yet you're still as fragile as the strings on a guitar. Wishing upon a shooting star and wishing I could be where you are. So many different hopes and dreams for the future. looking in the mirror you may see a reflection that shimmers with a luster nice and new and you look in the mirror, it's the new and improved you. So, watch out world here I come, I'm ready to try something new, I'm coming out of my old shell and into a new. Grip the steering wheel and head straight on for you may never know what will come along. Don't look back now or you'll stray from the path and know that I've got your back. So be strong and face your problems head on. For what's in the past is in the past and whatever you did you can't take back. So looking forward to a brighter, better, future, look no further than yourself for the answers and realize that you can do it if you put your mind to it.