What If

I stay awake

knowing that it still quakes

in my mind.

Help me find,

a reason to believe,

that I'm all the you need.

I notice how I'm not there

but i want you to know that i am there.

Please don't throw that away,

promise you'll stay.

Don't take away,

all i had to give.

I want to live,

and be by your side.

Can i confide,

in my fears?

I have shed all these tears.

I don't want this to happen,

don't let it happen.

Please.