You were not there

I was there

all alone,

when you were there.

You called me on the phone,

telling me, "Yeah i care."

Then why weren't you there?

It wasn't fair,

how much you weren't there.

You kissed me,

and told me I could hold you forever,

unless i didn't pay the fee,

then you would never.

Liar you are,

as you told me,

riding in your car.

I wouldn't love you.

Well it's only because you wouldn't let me.

Brought me tears,

and unleashed all my fears.

I wouldn't let go,

because I kept trying.

To and fro,

my heart kept dying.

Stupid boy they called you,

who would have known it to be true?

It was you,

who was the lie separated from the truth,

that turned me blue.

Full of tears,

I let them fall.

All my fears,

how do you call?

Oh yes, a broken heart,

that was meant to be hurt.

Is there anything left of that heart,

that was treated like dirt?

You deceived me,

lied to me.

I cried for me,

because you didn't matter to me.

I'd never take you back in.

For fear it will only hurt worse again.

I would never have changed anything

about you.

Why stop?

Stop caring?

Not wanting love.

Stupid boy.