You fill my thoughts

The thoughts in my head that keep me thinking all day and dreaming all night awaken me within.

I think I have come to found myself and what I live for.

All of the past realizations have come pouring into our souls for the first time.

They keep us searching what we’re looking for and finding what we’ve seen.

Everything around us is changing, as the world turns we differ.

Becoming more apart but yet closer than ever before.

Having the thoughts of someone else but knowing you’re there.

Being so close to you makes me smile while it makes you think.

What if things began to change and things went differently?

What if we grew apart or maybe came so close?

We’re on the bridge of extinction, waiting for it to collapse.

Breathing softly, listening to the wind.

What would happen if we fell right now and things were never the same?

When we spin it makes us feel as if we are alive.

What things happened and that all got taken away from us?

The things I see ahead are the signs to turn back.

To get away from all this and not to worry about the pain.

But then I remember. I remember you.

I remember everything you have once told me.

The wisdom from your words come filling into my ears.

Colliding with my thoughts to make my brain ache.

The objects circling my unprotected spirit.

Making me spiral in a dark abyss filled with things people once told me.

There’s one thing that I have learned from all of this.

I need you, I need you badly.

You fill my heart with beating and my tummy with aching.

I know why I feel this way around you.

You make me subconciously think.

There’s an explanation to why this is.

It’s because..my generousity and curiousness is turning tables.

We all need something in life here.

And the thing I need is you.