Heartbreak

Crying myself to sleep.
This pain is just too deep.
If feel so alone, so betrayed.
He held my heart and broke it,
And let it fall to pieces all over the blood soaked floor bit by bit.
I thought I found my heart's true desire,
But I guess that's what happens when you play with love's eternal fire.
You get burnt,
You get hurt.

Waiting for someone to take me away.
I can't stand one more day.
I can't take this anymore.
This heartache is more than I can endure.
All the memories we shared,
That once made me feel like someone cared,
That helped me get through the day,
Now leave my heart in disarray.

Those memories now haunt me.
Is this how he wanted it to be?
To leave me alone with my misery?
To feel like I'm not worthy of love and should die?

Why I'm I not good enough?
I know life's not fair,
But I truly thought he cared.
He played with my heart like it was a toy,
That brought me false joy.
What makes her better than me?
Is it because she lives closer and can cheerlead?
Or was it all a sick lie to feed his sick need?

Why won't he speak to me anymore?
He was the only one I adored.
Does he even remember my name?
Or is he feeling the same emotional pain?
Is he happy with his new plaything?
Will she one day suffer this same pain?

Will he ever remember the wonderful memories we once shared?
Or will he tear them apart shred by shred?
Would he be able to pick me out in a crowd,
Or will he be filled with self doubt?
Does he know what he did to my heart?
Does he even care that he ripped it apart?

I hope one day he gets burnt by love's fire,
When he thinks he has met his true heart's desire.
I hope one day his memories will turn on him.
The ones that used to bring true happiness to him.
I hope she will shatter his heart,
Like he broke mine apart.

Learn from my mistake,
Love might be fake,
Even if you think it's true,
It might leave your heart black and blue.