I Need a Break

For months I've been thinking it's all I could take.
But now I'm screaming
I need a break.

You stupid bitch, burn in hell.
I want you to feel the pain we've felt.

Just like you said, leave nothing unsaid.
I want you gone.
I want you dead.

I don't care how our friendship ends.
I don't care if it returns again.

I don't need you
Your drama, your shit.
Okay, I need you a little bit

All right, a lot
I need you a lot
I need you with everything I've got.

Why did I do such a stupid thing?
Will you ever forgive me again?

I can't answer questions.
My mind isn't right.
It's so abused by the feelings it fights.

Denial, denial.
I thought it would help
But it didn't.
I've lost you and I'm losing myself.

Another day,
Another regret.
I've tried too hard to just forget.

I need you here.
I need you to stay.
To help me take the pain away.

But all that is, is a hopeless dream.
I have no faith
Just my screams.

I cry and cry as my body dies
Crumbling to ashes in one final try.

For months I've been thinking it's all I could take
And now I'm screaming
This is my break.
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2006 or 2007. I had a friend who walked all over me, and this is how I figured it would be if I stood up to her.

I was wrong.