My Nightmare

Welcome to my life; a reoccuring nightmare
where heartache i dine nightly with
and pain is my most loyal friend.
Take my hand and let me show you,
let me show you what it's like
to live where only a shell exists
a shell of a once full heart
where only the ghost of love belongs
and loneliness is all that's known,
a place that violence knows all too well
and hatred replaces happiness.
Don't be afraid, let me show you,
let me show you what it's like
to have demons lurking round every corner
waiting to push you down,
to see you falling,
falling into the dark abyss,
wanting to see you fail,
to see you broken.
Come closer and let me show you,
let me show you what it's like
to be a lost soul
with no meaning for life,
to feel the constant emptiness
with nothing to fill the void
and no one there to help you,
to feel as though you're drowning,
drowning in the insanity of life
and to have the constant chaos
silently suffocate you until you're nothing,
nothing but a transparent blur.
Have no fear and let me show you,
let me show you what it's like
to be begging for the end
and shedding crimson tears,
all to escape the cruelty of the world,
to never feel worthy of the life you lead
and to constantly feel guilty.
Come with me and let me show you,
let me show you what it's like
to be me.