individual suicide

I'm so afraid of being normal.
I'm so scared to be everyone else
that I'd do anything just to stand out.
But I cant be myself.
if someone told me to jump off a bridge,

I'd do it

with the most spectacular style and taste
I'd show them all how to die
and they could follow me
in my beautiful suicide
we could fly right down into our nothingness
and not one of us
would fall quite the same way