Just letting it out (Because you really wanna know)

So you want you know what I feel.
You want to know I act that way.
Why I feel that this is a big deal?
Well this is everyday.

You say that I’m a beautiful goddess
And that the only reason you’re my friend.
But you have no clue about the stress
And how much I want this to end

I don’t think I’m better
I don’t think I’m the best damn thing
False is what ever is in that letter
Stop pulling my strings.

I can’t have a descent conversation with you
It always ends the same way.
And it seems like pissing me off is all you can do.
I’m tired of going though it everyday.

It seems like everything I do
Is just another thing to get you mad.
How can I be my self around you?
How can I not seem sad?

But you don’t know when to stop
And that sets me off.
I try to keep it in even when over the top.
So sorry if I just leave with a scoff

I’m tried of trying to hold you back
But I don’t want you to get hurt
I don’t want you to get smacked
And I don’t want you to hit the dirt.

When I’m finally happy
You always bring me back down.
Then I feel all crappy.
And then you say I’m no fun to be around.

I defend you
You defend me
But some times I don’t know what to do.
And then my tears me it hard to see

I’m good at showing how I feel.
Most of the time I don’t hold back
And then you make a big deal.
But I still stay on track.

The way I act I learned from you
Well with all the slapping really.
But you have no clue.
But the whole situation is just silly.

I don’t think you realize that he’s not around
So you can stop making fun of him.
You just need to calm down
Don’t be so grim.

I know this goes for me too
But watch what you say
You hurt me and have no clue.
Does that sound okay?

Now I really do love you
And I don’t want this to end
But it’s time I gave you a clue.
But you’re my only real friend.

Don’t hate me for that.
That’s just what I do.
I know I’m a brat.
But I couldn’t stand loosing you.