I feel alone

Today, I feel alone
alone in this room
alone in the building
alone in the city
I feel alone in the world.

I hear their voices
but I don't feel them,
they are around me
but I don't see them.

My heart beats slowly
like in agony, like fading away,
I'm so afraid, really afraid
and who cares? No one does.

And so I feel alone
with my own fear
with my own nervousness
with my dying heart.

I dont want to be alone today
I feel like crying, I feel like dying.

May 13th, 2008