Darkness Surrounding

Feeling alone again,
wondering why it happened this way,
Knowing that I'll never win,
it's hard just to find the words to say.

A feeling deep inside,
one of hate, anger, and pain.
Slowly becoming harder to hide,
wishing to rid myself of these chains.

Searching within my soul,
hoping to find the light.
Sinking deeper into a hole,
losing everything in sight.

The darkness settles in,
my body is at rest.
Its waiting to begin again,
the thing that I do best.