what hurts the most

You think heart break its too much for me to handle I'm not glass and yet toying with me hurts more then ever.

I have to change the station cause its almost feels like the radio is pissed at me and the lyrics have a message and I'm not ready to listen to it right now.

You've kissed my lips, you cut my heart out, you've said Your sorry but i still fell apart.

I hide behind closed doors and fakes smiles you claim that you can read me then what am i thinking? if i don't know do you? but i do know I'm not sad and I'm defiantly not mad

you claim that you wanted me but what way did you mean? sure i wanna be friends but secretly i wanna tear you apart for hurting me but i cant bring myself of doing so. I'm surprised you got this deep even tho its just a nik.

but do you wanna know the reason why i cant bring myself of hurting you and do you know why?

maybe just maybe deep deep deep deep down inside I love you and what hurts me the most when i think about it i realize sometimes i still do.

but for your sake i will pretend every things alright but deep inside I'm screaming inside don't pay any thought to me and go on to the one you love.

Let me fade into the back of your thoughts keep loving and forget about me, I'm not needed by you. lets focus on being best friends and never lovers to the end.

you have made it clear that you don't need me here so good bye and good night I will always love you deep inside and for now ill remain right here becoming your closest friend...

~Misses FreeStyle