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I should have never crossed that line
I should have stayed with what was on my mind
I really should have listened to you
I could have been smiling, but this is what i "had to do"

I had to be cool, go along with the croed
I should've listened to my heart, it was screming loud
I could have been different this one time
Because being different isn't always a crime

The only good thing, is now i'm "in"
I can be poular, so now i can win
But as i look 10 years from now
I'll call myself an idiot, and ask myself "how?"

I'll find myself alone, trapped in a ditch
People can walk by and call me a bitch
And I'll sit there, screaming and cry
And I'll ask myself " why did i go and get high?"