Pain

Grief ran through my mind,
Pulsing through my veins,
Its tracks smothering my thought,
As I fight the urge to scream,
Not wanting to let the tears fall from my face.

You need me right now,
And your need is greater than mine,
So that’s way I try and stay strong,
Whilst inside I’m calling into darkness,
Trying to hide the tears that form.

And I use all my effort to breathe,
Yet the pain is still inside of me,
I don’t think it will ever fade,
But become a part of me,
That I will have learn to live with.