in love with an unattainable demon

one day, i gave you all my heart
you didn't think twice
and said you thought i was smart
you laughed and gave me advice
then you stopped~~~
your scrutinizing stare
made me feel wrong
you seemed like you want to glare
then you just said so long
then after that~~~
i tried to mend my heart
but now it's filled with stitches
can you rake it apart
and turn on all the right switches?
make me smile again~~~
the pain you made me go through
was unbearable and unforgettable
i really hope that before,
i knew that my action was regrettable
i cried~~~
what did i do wrong?
do you have another one?
i pretended to be strong
but i knew you had already won
it once was a battle~~~
i will finally stop
all those meaningless confessions
i can never be on top
it was only an act of indiscretion
then i slowly crumble down~~~