I am the one...

I am the one who tries not to cry
but it sometimes slips out right before bed

I am the one who hides most of my self
so you cant criticize me more

I am the one thats getting hurt
while you just stand there and laugh

I am the one that thinks i should just disappear
when i should never consider it as an option

I am the one that tries to fight back
but feels guilty giving you hell like you caused me

I am the one that is sick of it all
and wondering when it will all end