Without A Beat

i lie in this bed of roses.
asleep and quiet.
not a motion because im remembering the pain i felt.
i couldnt take the pain in my heart.
thinking of you and her together makes me wanna cry until my eyes are dry.
and i dont like to hear that you are with her and your voice that once whispered to me.
and i will never hear that same voice again.
i dont want a replacement i want the original.
you.
so i lie in this bed of roses.
asleep and quiet.
i am not breatheing.
my heart without a beat.
so i hope you know.
i will never forget you.
and i will always.................

i love you.