Moving On Is Hard

i stare as he passes me in the hallway
he brushes past ignoring what we had
doesn't he know how much im hurting
tears already starting to fall
people stare and mock my broken heart

i live in the shadows of 'what ifs'
thinking of his hugs, his kisses
how much they mean to me
how much they still mean
i can't have that back
but i just can't let go

Mike passes me seeing my tears heart heavy
every tear that fell was a stab in the heart
i never see him staring
to wrapped up in my own depression
not noticing he had been caring all his life

i live in the shadows of 'what ifs'
thinking of his hugs, his kisses
how much they mean to me
how much they still mean
i can't have that back
but i just can't let go

school dance, no date
alone till he asked for a dance
who knew one dance could change everything
for the first time i didn't cry myself to sleep
can't wait to see his face again
Mike my savior pulled me out of the shadows

i now live in a world of 'right nows'
thinking of Mikes hugs, Mikes kisses
how much they mean to me
how much they always mean
he wont let me leave
but i know i'd never let him go

he stares as i pass him in the hallway
i brush past ignoring HIM 'the mistake'
he faces the ground as i reject his greeting
he knows now as i kiss Mike hello what he missed
people comment on how cute me and Mike are
im finally happy as 'he' walks to class alone
never again will i slip into the shadows
when I've grown so fond of the light