Than Ever Before

I need to go deep inside
This hole I dug upon myself.
And, no, I can't get out.
I need to drown.

I'm going down deeper than ever before.
I'm swallowing more than ever before.
Is there a cure for this sick disease?
I don't want it.
I don't need it

My vision's impaired.
There's makeup in my eyes
But for some strange reason
I can still see my lies.

I'm screwed deeper than before.
I just keep on lying more and more.
Now I'm sucked into this bloody trap
And I swallowed the fucking key.

Oh, no, don't help me.
Stand there and stare.
Ignore my cries.
I don't even care.

I'm lost more than ever before
And I can't see through to the path.
Why am I still here?
Why can't I care?
I need to go.