This hate is Dead

All this time I did nothing but adore you.
All this time I thought we could be one.
All this time I just wanted to make you happy but I did the exact opposite.
All this time you we’re just a jackass to me.

To blinded in a blissful dream to think about what was going on.
God, why couldn’t I see this before?
You were nothing but the best to me now you’re the worst to me.
Happy that you got what you wanted, for me to not care about you.
I hope you are because I despise the living breathing shit-bag you are.

Ashamed ,embarrassed, scared, lonely, lost, stupid.
Just little of the many emotions I feel now because I know what you think of me.
I tried for good thoughts but I was trying too hard.
Damn it what a idiot I am.

No more of this any more because I’m changing.
I refuse to know you, I will forget your existence.
I am stronger than what I’m making myself believe.
It’s time to pick myself up because staying down on the ground
won’t help me.

I’m saying goodbye to you and my memories.
Fake memories, that I thought to much on.
Time to make new better ones of people who aren’t like you.
People that aren’t such a jerk.

I’ll get by some how some way just don’t watch
because I’ve stopped watching over you.
It’s time to be more careful about who I care for.
I don’t want to end up doing the same mistake I made.

I’ve slain the beast and now its time for a prince.
My nightmare is over now it’s time for my dreams to come true.

Get the oven ready to burn and open the pot because its time to burn this hate.
This hate is dead.