It's not easy is it

It’s not easy trying to be happy.
I just wanted to make you happy I wasn’t doing it for myself.
It’s not easy trying to make a already fake smile to a real smile.
Believe me I want all that for myself too but it’s just hard to do it.

It sounds terribly weird to not want happiness but to me
it’s just a normal thing.
The more I push back the more I feel like things are
right; that I belong that way.

You feel that way too I can see it in your eyes.
Don’t lie you can’t hide the truth when it’s
starring right at us both.

Talking to old friends
making new friends.
Going out an trying to have fun.
It’s not easy doing all of that it will all end up gone again.

You try the same as I do trying to gain a normal life.
You know it could fall all apart on you too.
It’s not easy is it?

The more I try to be happy the more I become
sad.
It’s a cruel thing an I feel the same is happening to you.
We can’t be happy with out each other we’ve been gone
for too long.

We sing that song over and over again how we’ve been gone for so long.
We try to repair it the results are hard to see.
It’s not easy is it?

It’s not easy trying to be happy it’s not easy to be with out.
I’m going to be with you because that’s what in the end
makes me truly happy.