Unspoken

I want to cry
I want to scream
I want to fly
I want to be clean

To get rid of this pain
Would be such a relief
But how can i do this
Knowing i can cause all that grief

To my parents
They know not of what i feel
They think im happy
They think im real

If they knew my pain
My mind would be revieled
But that is not my wish
My wish is to be believed

If it keep my loved ones happy
I know i can try
But deep down i know the fear
Wont keep my sanity high

Not knowing who i am
Not knowing where i stand
Who i love...
Who i hate...
Is anything real?

Its all in the hands of the one and only ... fate.