Were you scared

Were you scared...
When you found me?
Were you scared...
When you found me and saw the bloody razor?
Were you scared...
When you saw other healing scars?
Were you scared...
When you saw how much blood was around me?
Were you scared...
When all you could hear was a quiet, shallow breath?
Were you scared...
When you held me?
Were you scared...
When I wouldn't talk but nodded when you ask if i could hear you?
Were you scared...
When you looked around again and new it was too late?
Were you scared...
When you poured you heart out even though we both knew it was untrue?

Were you scared...
When I put my hand to your lips to stop you?
Were you scared...
When I said, "All this is because or you, yet I still love you."?
Were you scared...
When I went limp and stopped breathing?

Were you scared at all?