falling part 2

So true
Yet so painful
Why must it be like this?
Are we only to long for?
To never receive what we need in our hearts?
We shall only long for
Never have our wants
We are human and it’s our nature
Such a pity
So blind to each other
How have we fallen this far?
So many question fall from our lips
Only to hit the ground and shatter
Shatter, like the thousands of hearts that break
Rejection is our sword
Will it be used against me?
Will it pierce my heart and leave me wounded too?
I vow never to feel the prick of this sword
To never hurt never to ache
Still something feels amiss
Something so wrong
In my hand I hold a sword
Dripping with blood
What have I done?
I have hurt a heart that was more fragile than mine
The blood glows a brilliant red
His eyes pour tears
His heart bleeds onto the floor
He’s dying
In my quest the protect myself I wounded him
What have I done?
He dying because of me
He’s hurting because of me
While I struggle to grasp this moment, I feel it
A sharp pain plunging through my back
Something going through my heart
Coming through my chest
No, it can’t be
The arrow has struck me
Behind me he smiles and know his job is done
I shut my eyes refusing to look
But I feel his hands upon mine
Slowly he draws the arrow out of me
So gentle
So calm
No pain
No fear
Look at me please
His sweet voice begs
I can’t do this
I can’t let go
I’m too scared
Trust me
He says
I can’t I’ll fall
Then fall with me
My heart gives in and I open my eyes
I’m falling though the air
It’s rushing past me
His hands still in mine
Our wounds are gone
We’re falling…
Falling in love