Look What You Did

Everything I see, taste, feel reminds me of you
It’s a curse, a life this way I can't live through
Best friends forever we said, best friends, I knew
But too soon I found out these words were untrue

Every song, every poem, tears shine
Don’t want to remember, don’t want to leave behind
As these sunlit memories bring endless sadness
Under my skin I cause brilliant madness

Heart torn to pieces, trust is no longer
Though I look happy, the misery is stronger
As I dream, tears I shed
As the world around me turns bright red

Love doesn't exist
Friends aren’t true
All there is, is pain
And I learned this all from you

Everyone I open up to, whom I share my feelings with, I lose
I cant talk to anyone, my heart cant take another bruise
For there is no heart left, not even a piece or wall
Now I share no emotions, again I shan’t fall

Why did you leave? Why did you have to create hell?
Why did you have to push me over the edge after I fell?
I loved you, and you toyed with my heart
Then when my defenses fell, you tore me apart

Now no one understands, no one cares
No one listens, and no one dares
You plunged a dagger deep into my heart
And ripped it out, leaving nothing but a gory mark

I thought it was fate, destiny
I believed we were meant to be
Then you threw me aside like a forlorn garment
And buried me in your memory until you forgot me, 'til you were content

You’re over our happy times
Creating new ones in your "better" lifetime
Now, thanks to you, I have no more happy days
Thanks to those three that you shattered, by the way

Only three things could happen that would make me happy
But you made sure none of the two that could happen would be
You crushed my heart and shattered my dreams
Now all that’s left is a husk that used to be me