Sonnet Of Envy

Everytime she excels,

I hate her more.

I would never know what this heart tells,

This feeling makes me the traitor.

I kept waiting for the same things everyday,

She always takes them all.

I don't want to hate her in any way,

but it's just not fair for her to have it all.

Everytime she tells her experiences to me,

I just wish I have the same.

I wish I'm given a chance like she . . .

and do my best like she did for fame.

All my life I wanted to be better.

I guess she has a part in my dreams, because how badly do I want to surpass her.

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