Goodbye to Everything

Goodbye, I said, goodbye and have fun,
the life that I had is not what I loved.
I write the end of a sad tale at first,
but it is better to end on a better note than first.

6 years ago, imagine the day,
he stole my heart, tore it away,
ripped it to shreds, the blood on his hands,
he knew what he did, a tear he not shed.

Yet I was young, but nothing to him,
he liked to bully, and make fun until,
he packed up his things when I was at school,
he thought he had won, he had his huge fill.

Divorce was in order and I couldn’t say why,
I was lost in the abyss of darkness and lies,
two life’s he had lived, yet he chose his prized one,
to leave his dark life to go for the light.

He loved it so much, and took the old one,
into his mouth, chewed it till corse,
a few chosen grinds, spat it all out.
Here is where I layed, left for the flies.

Feelings did surface that were never felt before
betrayal, exhaustion, confusion of sorts.
Images of lives passed by my minds eye,
Barbie doll fairytales with hearts unscathed with lies.
So what did I do you asked as of now,
when you read this much of the poem of how,
someone I knew threw my life to the curb,
with a scared heart to be fixed, a bruised soul to be cured?

I took the initiative, and learned not to talk,
of little, petty things and I thought mighty and tall.
Until the time came and I had fuel,
to use my words and tell him one more.

Goodbye I said, goodbye and have fun,
the life that I had was not what I loved,
the life that I lead is more than I asked,
the life that I lead is stronger at last.