Knowingly forgotten

A song she's heard before
from a place she doesnt know anymore
forgotten in her memory
hidden away so she couldnt see
things from her childhood
blurred for her own good
and although at times it would see
that between the worlds of consciencness and dream
that there opens a tiny crack
and memories start to come back
her mother being chocked against a door
by someone she doesnt know anymore
cries heard at night
making her close her eyes so very tight
telling herself she wont hear anymore
but this has all happend before
then as the crack grows wide
she runs out of places to hide
and she remembers why she forgot this before
because she doesnt want to know anymore.