What I Wasnt Willing to Give

I collapse here as my body begins to shake
in this darkness that I live
sobbing as my world starts to quake
robbed of whatI wasnt willing to give
hours pass as i suffer in quiet hysterics
wishing I had someone, regretting pushing everyone away
the only comfort is these lyrics
that I know by heart on any other day
now seeming to remind me of this recent violation
until the music becomes no comfort at all
the rhythm itself trailing off
as I close my eyes and begin to fall....