This Is How It Feels

When you love someone its hard to forget them.
Everything reminds you of them and everything smells like them.
But then again did you ever truly love them or did they ever truly love you back.
They said you were the only one who could understand them.
Were they lying, lying to the one who would never stop loving them.
So cruel it truly is that you will never know
because they walked out of your doorway for the last time.
How hard it is to see them leave they say your better off without them
but you never really are there probabally just saying that for their own selfishness.
Guys pretend their ok but they really aren't.
But girls are different they need support from their friends
and maybe a day or two of crying.
But as im feeling all of this right now im at the stage after the tears have fallen
but its still as if every time i close my eyes i see his
and all i can remember is that he was in this very room moments ago.
maybe i'll look back and forgive but i just can't do it now.

-Emily Weeda