Contemplation.

Contemplation. Thinking. Contemplation.
I watch my cigarette Burn.
and let the smoke swell around me.
Breath in. Hold it. Breath out.
Grey. Red. Black.
I sit at the tip of my roof.
Contemplating. Contemplation. Contemplating.
Clear night.
Moon shining as my light.
No Star. One Star. Two Stars.
My Cigarette is dead.
Is this the end?
My final Finally.
Contemplating. Contemplation. Contemplating.
The clouds cover the moon. My light.
Darkness is here.
Should I be scared?
Am I scared?
What is this voice inside my head?
is it you?
is it me?
Contemplation. Thinking. Contemplation.
Sour Throat.. Dry Eyes. Broken Heart.
Fighting. Screams. Fighting.
Yet another day of Tears.
Yet another day of broken Fears.
It is the end yet?
Can I rest now?
Contemplation. Thinking. Contemplation.
Live. Breath. Die. Rest.
Think. Think. Contemplate