Alone

I’m drowning, dieing
There’s no one out there who can save me now
I am lost in longing
And secreted in lust
I can’t go on like this
Wanting all of them
Why cant I just want one
Just have one
Instead of needing them all
And trying to extract comfort from the very midst of their minds
IT IS NOT RIGHT
If only I could rip out my heart and bury it
And the one that found it would be my saviour, my precious
If only I could tear and my feelings, wantings, longings
And just live my life alone